The house is called Carfax. It's to the north of London. It has a lot of land. Most of the land is covered with trees, so it's quite dark. The house is large and old, with few windows. I'm afraid that you'll find Carfax a lonely house.
Como posso traduzir o trecho em negrito?
O To find aí pode significar To think, em inglês? O I'm afraid significa medo/preocupação ou sinto muito nessa frase?