Correção de texto: This pain will be usefull one day

Why does it hurt so much? waking up with this sensation of chest tightness. How much longer will it be this way? and why does it have to be this way? This unbearable suffering, this steady failure, this evil world where people dismiss people, judge by appearance, cheat their own spouse, kill, rob, and humiliate. Where the kindness is so tacky, money is more important than everything including than happiness, people dying starving, disasters happening everywhere, no job opportunities for young unemployed. Why world? am I sentenced to unhappiness?
Don't worry buddy, it can't be that bad, just be honest, use what you have and use it for good, use it to teach, to help, strengthen your relationship with god. When that American sweet song hit my ears, when that breeze from summer touch my face, good memories come up to my mind, it sounds happiness. When I think about you I don't feel so alone and from what I saw you're still here and by accounts you wouldn't be, they were wrong about you. No, I won't give up at all, and even if I fail again, it's okay, I can get through it. This pain will be usefull one day.